Gurbin Ido 45

  Sosai ta tsorata kamar yadda ta saba,comb din hannunta ya sulale a qass,bugun zuciyarta kuma ya sauya,zuciyarta ta fara tantama shine ko muryarsa ke mata gizo?,don gusar da tantama sai ta waiwayo cike da fatan ya zaman bashi bane.

          Ido hudu sukayi dashi sanda yake kurbe kununsa,wannan tsoron dake haifar da wani kyau cikin qwayar idanunta ya bayyana muraran,hakanan yadda gashin kanta ya sauko ya qawata fuskarta ya kuma yi mata ado sosai,ba tare data qara tunanin komai ba ta laluba hanyar toilet,ta manta da cewa qofar toilet din yafi kusa dashi akan inda take tsaye.

         A nutse ya dire cup din a saman side drower din dake gefansa idanunsa a kanta yana jiran isowarta,goye hannayensa yayi a qirji yana kallonta har xuwa sanda ta qaraso dab dashi da niyyar wucewa a rude,babu zato kuma babu tsammani taji an ruqo dukka hannayenta gaba daya,sannan kuma ya jata zuwa cikin jikinsa,ya rungumeta ta baya,hannuwansa riqe da dukka hannayenta biyu,rungumar data sanyashi cikin nadama bayan ta samu kyakkyawan masauki cikin jikinsa,gashin kanta ya musu rumfa gaba daya shi da ita,sahihin qamshin hair mist din da yake ji daga nesa bayan ya shigo dakin a yanzun yaji ainihinsa,lallausar fatarta data gama mulketa da wani body lotion mai wani irin sulbi da qamshin rose ta gogi jikinsa,saura kadan yayi missing numfashinsa na gaba,dukka gabbansa suka saki,wani irin yanayi da bai taba zata ko kawowa zaijisa daga kowacce mace ba macen ma irin maimunatu da yakejin zai iya haifar kamarta lokaci daya ya saukar ma kowanne lungu da sawo na sassan jikinsa.

           A jikinta ta dinga jin kamar jinin jikinta ke daskarewa saboda tsoro.

           Tun daga tafin qafarta zuwa hannayenta dake cikin nasa sunyi wani irin sanyi saboda tsoro da mamaki,kasantuwarta a jikinsa sai takejin kamar cikin wani mafarki take,ire iren mafarkan da suka takura mata kwanakin baya,har ta dinga tsammanin tana da wata lalura data shafi jinnu,amma kuma bayan sun karanta a fiqhu cikin alamun balagar mace da suke nuna kaiwarta munzali irin wannan mafarkin sai hankalinta ya kwanta ta kuma fuskanci abinda ke faruwa da ita.

         Tsigar jikinta ce tayi wani mugun zubawa,kanta kuma ya sara sanda hannunsa ya shafi wuyanta a qoqarinsa na tattare gashin nata gefe guda,bata warware ba daga wannan taji ya juyota gaba daya tana fuskartarsa cikin hanzari,tashin hankali!!....ta fada qasan ranta,ta fiddo idanunta dukka waje tana jin yadda towel dinta ya kunce daga daurin data masa,ya kuma fara warwarewa a hankali a hankali,ta kuma yi imanin nan da wasu sakanni zata iya kasancewa tsirara kenan?.

         Ta bangarenshi baisan me yake faruwa ba,yadda ta zare idanun nata ya sake haifar masa d wani abu ya kuma gasgata masa tsananin tsoronsa da takeyi

"Why all this fear?Am I a monster?" Yayi maganar yana kafeta da ido,da mugun hanzari ta girgiza kanta,tun kafin ma yakai aya,cikin shagwabarta data zame mata jiki,shagwabar da a baya idan inna furera ta daketa ta fara bata haquri sai tace da ita ba tare da duba da cewa haka yanayinta yake ba tun usuli

"Shegiya karuwa,wannan,irinku ne idan kuka kama mazan jam'a a bariki ba matarsa ba,haar uwarsa saidai ta sallama muku shi"

"Kayi haquri don Allah" maganar ta fito da wata siririyar qwalla daga idanunta,saboda yadda taji towel din naci gaba da ware kansa.

          Idanunsa ya lumshe kadan sannan ya sake budesu,hawaye.....hawaye,he hated it,me yasa kuka baya mata wuya?,shagwaba kamar 'yar fari ko auta?,yayi qiyasin hakan a ransa ba tare da yasan ita din bace

"Nooo,dole ki nunan abinda yake baki tsoro a jikina" kai ta shiga gyadawa

"Babu komai"

"It's a lie kuma ban yarda ba" ya fada yana tsuke fuska tare daci gaba da kallonta

"Allah....wayyo Allah daadata!" Ta fadi kukanta yana qaruwa tana kuma neman durqushewa a wajen saboda jin ya fara salube mata.

         Dubansa yakai ga jikinta,sai a sannan shima ya karanci meke faruwa,wani mugun shock yaji sanda idanunsa suka kai kan saman rabin dukiyar fulaninta da suka fara fitowa,ba tare da tunani na biyu ba ya sakar mata hannuwanta da gaggawa ya kuma juya mata baya,sannan a hankali ya nufi inda ya aje cup dinsa ya dauka yana ficewa daga dakin ba tare da ya jira komai ba.

         Bai samu baba tabawa a falo ba,sai ya fice kawai daga sassan ya kuma wuce parking lot,inda ya samu drivernsa yana jiransa,bai jirashi ya bude masa qofar ba ya bude ya shiga,sannan ya bashi umarnin tafiya.

           Sosai yayi relaxing a bayan motar bayan ya kulle idanuwansa yana sauraren yadda bugun zuciyarsa ya sauya cike da mamakin faruwar hakan a gareshi,fuskarta da gifta duhun idanuwansa sanda take kukan,wanne irin tsoronsa take haka?,idan ta bayyana hakan gaban mutane akwai wanda zai yarda dashi kan ba wani mummunan abu yake aikata mata ba?,bude idanun nasa yayi a nutse yana duban hanya,a hankali qamshin jikinta yake yana tashi ta gaban suit dinsa da hannayensa,sai yaja dan qaramin tsaki,yana ji a ransa he's totally wrong.

        Ta jima a duqe a wajen tana sharar qwalla,don batasan ma ya fita a dakin ba sai da taji shurun yayi yawa,a hankali ta daga kanta,ta tabbatar baya dakin,sannan taja jikinta daga wajen,tana riqe da towel din nata gam,kamar wadda aka ce za'a qwacewa shi,saman gadonta ta nufa ta zauna,amma sai zaman ya gagareta,wani irin mutuwan jiki takeji da kasala,gaba daya kamar an samu abu an buge mata gabbanta,gefe daya kuma zuciyarta kwata kwata babu dadi,musamman idan ta tuna a yau din wani namiji ya ganta a rabin tsirara,sai wasu sabbin qwallar su sake zirto mata,saidai ta saka hannu ta shafesu.

            Ta kwashe awanni masu yawa a haka,ita ba me lafiya ba ita ba mara lafiya ba,bata tashi ta shirya ba hakanan bata fita a bedroom din nata ba,abu daya ne ya tsaye mata a rai yake ta mata yawo,duk juyin da zatayi sai abinda ya farun ya wulga mata a idanunta,hakanan duk motsawar da zatayi sai mayataccen qamshin da ya bar mata ya kada har qwaqwalwarta,tamkar a yanzun ne yake tsaye cikin dakin,tafukan hannuwanta gaba daya sun rune da qamshin wani dan mitsitsin oily pen perfume da yake amfani dashi,idanunta ta lumshe tana shaqar qamshin har cikin qwaqwalwarta,yana silalewa a hankali zuwa zuciyarta,sai ya tuna mata da handkerchief dinsa dake wajenta,d same qamshin da yake jiki kenan,best scent ever data taba ji me wani irin yanayi,duk da yadda zuciyarta keta qyamatar qamshin amma ta kasa daina shaqarsa,daga qarshe bayan ta gama shafe awanninta,haka ta janyo mataccen jikinta ta sauko daga gadon ta nufi toilet ta sake wanka,waiko zata samu ta raba fatarta da mayen qamshin dake qara mata kasala.

         Koda ta fito ma tsaiwa tayi gaban mudubi tana duban yadda fuskarta tayi jaa saboda kukan da tayin,ta sauke idanunta saman qirjinta tana tuna a yadda ya ganta,sai ta dan zame towel din tana iya dai dai yadda ya kufce mata a dazun,dukka idanunta ta qwalalo waje,indai towel din yakai haka sakkowa tabbas yaga fiye da rabin jikinta,wasu qwalla masu zafi suka sauko mata,amma kuma sai tayi hanzarin gogesu sanda taji muryar baba tabawa tana knocking qofar gami da tambayarta lafiya ta jita shuru?,ta fito ta karya kada abincin ya huce

"Gani nan fitowa baba" ta amsa mata,sannan taja lotion dinta da hanzari tana sake sabon shafa.

           Cikin doguwan rigan wani material mara nauyi ta shirya,ta gyara sumarta ta hadeta waje daya,sannan ta yafa dankwalin kayan,har tayi gaba ta dawo ta dauki wayarta sannan ta fito.

          A zaune a falo ta samu baba tabawa,daga kanta tayi da niyyar cewa wani abu sai suka hada ido da maimunatun,tadan zuba mata idanu kadan saboda yadda fuskarta take nuna tayi kuka,kamar zata ce wani abu sai ta fasa,saboda ta tuna dazun,shima taga fitarsa daga dakin da wani mugun hanzari,hakan yasa taji bai kamata tace komai ba,don tsakanin miji da mata sai Allah,fatanta kawai ubangiji yasa ba wani abu mara dadi baje ya faru a tsakaninsu ba,kuma Allah ya kawo daidaito tsakaninsu nan kusa.

          Kadan ta zuba abinda baba tabawan ta dafa ta fara tsakura,saida kadan taci ta tashi,saboda tana jin cikinta gaba daya ya cushe,kamar babu wani sauran space na zuba abinci,data dawo saman kujera ma kwanciya tayi,yau ko hirar da sukanyi da baba tabawan jifa jifa ta dinga yinta,tans ankare da ita,lokaci lokaci sai tayi kamar ta tafi tunani,sai kuma ta sauke ajiyar zuciya taci gaba da abinda takeyi.

           Kafin azahar jiki da zuciyarta yayi laushi qwarai,sanda ta shiga sallar azahar mamakin kanta ta dinga yi,me yasa abinda ya farun a daxun ya tsaya mata a rai ta kuma kasa mantawa?,me yasa har yanzu take jinta kamar rungume take cikin jikinsa?,me yasa qamshinsa da kamanninsa suka kasa bace mata?,me yasa take hango idanunsan nan take jinsu da nauyi?,saita sake wata irin ajiyar zuciya me nauyi tana tabe baki kamar yaron dake shirin sakin kuka,kafin daga bisani tayi qoqarin daidaita mode dinta ta wuce bandaki don ta dauro alwala.

            Iska me zafi ya furzar daga bakinsa yana cire guda daga cikin suit dinsa ta saman,ya kuma saqaleta a suit hanger dake cikin office din,sannan yayi taku biyu ya isa rukunin kujeru masu taushi dake gefe guda a cikin office dinsa,wanda aka tsara wajen tamkar ba cikin office din yake ba.

            Opposite jabir dake binsa da kallo ya zauna ba tare da ya daga kai ya dubeshi ba,duk da kuwa yasan shi yake kallo sarai,ya daga qafanshi ya zame qawataccen takalmin dake qafarsa yayi wurgi gefe dashi,ya rage sai socks kawai a qafar tashi

"Wai anya kuwa kasan me dame ka fada wajen meeting din nan?,abinda ka dinga fadi baiyi making sense ba......lafiyarka qalau kuwa yau?" Ya masa tambayar sanda ja'afar din ke tuttulawa cikinsa ruwan sanyi,cike da fatan abinda yakeji ya tsirga masa.

         Bai amsa masa ba sai daya qarar da ruwan dake cikin gorar tas yayi wurgi da ita itama,sannan ya sauke idanunsa cikin na jabir,abinda ya sanya jabir din karantarsa,ya kuma sauke boyayyen murmushi

"I know......" Ya amsa masa kai tsaye

"I don't think so" shima ya maida masa da amsa,janye idanunsa yayi daga kan jabir din yana lumshesu sannan ya budesu,kamar zaice wani abu sai ya fasa,ya miqe a hankali yana roller hannun rigarsa zuwa sama don ya samu daman yin alwala,ya taka sannu a hankali zuwa qofar toilet din nasa,ya turata ya shige.

          Madaidaicin toilet ne amma ya tsaru matuqa,hakan ya bashi damar lashe kudade masu yawa saboda toiletries da aka zuba masa masu tsada da kyau sannan kuma sabbin design,babban mudubi ne daga wani side daban da zai baka daman ganin kanka sosai,a gabansa ya tsaya yana kallon kansa yana kuma murza sumarsa da hannunsa,ta qasan zuciyarsa yake magana da kansa da kansa,he really made a mistake,ya manta wayeshi.....me ya kaishi kusanta kansa sa wata mace?,to wai hakan ma yana nufin akwai improvement kenan daga depression din da zuciya da ruhinsa ya fada?,tunda har gashi zuciyarsa da gangar jikinsa sun fara neman wani abu daban wanda a baya ko tunaninsa babu a ransa?,hannayensa ya tara a qasan famfo ya cikasu da ruwa ya watsawa fuskarsa,ya sauke ajiyar zuciya yana gaining courage daga can zuciyarsa,yana jin zuwa anjima kadan zai manta komai,komai zai wuce,da wannan ya samu ya daura alwalarsa ya fito,ya samu jabir tsaye dab da rigarsa yana duba takardun da suka gabatarma da juna wajen taron,kai ya daga ya dubeshi

"dude........ina ka samo wannan turaren ne?,but......scent din nasa kamar na mata...,kamar my tee ta taba ban cigiyarsa na kasa samunsa" rasa amsar da zai bashi yayi,yace masa a jikin qaramar yarinya maimunatu ya sameshi?, Ko yace masa rungumeta yayi qamshin ya tabashi

"Ka shiga kayi alwalar muyi salla,lokaci yana wucewa" tuni ya sanya masa ayar tambaya,sai ya gimtse murmushinsa,ya wuce toilet din yana addu'a cikin ransa

"Ya rabb,ya rabb.....ka sanya lokacin nan ya zamo na sauyawarsa".

         Duk da miskilancinsa amma shurunsa yayi yawa,haka suke tafe a hanyarsu ta komawa dakin taron,taro yaci gaba kamar yadda yayo announcing business partners din da suka halarci zaman,saidai jabir yana biye dashi,gaba daya kamar ba ja'afar ba yau,ja'afar very energetic person,amma yau din yanata abu kaman mara lafiya.

         Biron hannunsa ya aje saman table din bayan yayi singing wata takarda,zai tura file din jabir ya karba yana duba singing din,sai ya zubewa ja'afar idanunsa

"Me yake damunka yau?,kaga abinda kayi jikin takardar nan kuwa?" Ya fada masa da harshen hausa qasa qasa,duk da cewa dukka mahalarta taron babu bahaushe ko daya bare ya fahimci abinda yake fada masa

"it's better to let everyone go.....ka sanya wani time and date din a qarasa abinda bamu gama ba" bai jaa da cewar jabir ba,don a jikinsa yaji yana buqatar hutu,cikin mutuntawa girmamawa da sanin ya kamata jabir ya juya yayi musu bayani gwargwadon yadda zasu fahimta ba tare da jin damuwa ba.

          Ko kafij jabir din ya gama sallamarsu tuni ya yima drivernsa magana,don haka ko ta office dinsa bai koma ba ya wuce parking lot driver ya tashi motar sukayo gida,yau ko ta eatery din bai biya ba bare ya samawa kansa abinda zaici.